In lighter news, I randomly visioned super cheesy bread sticks.
COMMENCE FOOD LUST.
Thank you Cursed and Erica. I’ve been considering seeing a counselor for a while actually, but I feel like I’m pretty emotionally balanced and might be mistaking my sad/bad feelings for depression. But I will say my thoughts sometimes get dark frighteningly fast sometimes. And I’ve had some moments where I’ve just shut down.
I don’t really talk about stuff like this with my friends, never really. Mostly because it doesn’t really come up in conversation. And the classic don’t want them to worry ‘bout little ol’ me.
Robin Williams’ passing really started the dialogue with myself. I related to the humorous and cheery exterior. And finding out that he had depression made me think about my psychological health.
Then that comic, GEEZ. I burst into tears and my cats actually ran out of the room. :/
This could be the sleepless loopies talking, but the more I think about it the more I feel that I have some form of depression.
This comic kinda hit a bit too close to home.
Should I do something?
Going on right now in Ferguson: Police are raiding a church that has been stocked with medical supplies, food, and tear gas recovery kits for community members engaging in protests. This cannot be allowed to continue.
Stand up, speak out.
Sooo….I’m pulling an “all-dayer” because my sleep schedule is so fucked up. I’ve been waking up waaaaaay past noon (like 2pm…or 4pm) for like the past week so I’m trying to fix it now by staying up like a normal person.
I’m already so loopy I thought today was Monday and was considering doing a #mcm post on Instagram.
Also I really want to pick fights.
And maybe watch Aladdin.
Basically I’m a mess.
It IS illegal.
So’s murder and hate crimes, and they’ll get away with all of it.
Don’t even need armed vigilantes wearing hoods like the KKK when you got the Ferguson PD with their shades and no name tags. God bless AmeriKKKa.
Tibetan Monks living in exile in India flew to Ferguson to show support for Mike Brown and community.
Protesters upset about the smearing of Mike Brown converged at CNN headquarters.
Brian Williams reporting on his daughter, Allison Williams, being cast as Peter Pan (x)
this was essentially me all through high school. i would play off my mental illness as some weird quirk and dig myself a hole of denial. tonight’s got me thinking a lot about how many people i know suffering from some form of mental illness and how many people that don’t know they’re suffering from mental illness and i just hope all of you are doing okay and you can always shoot me an email if you ever feel like talking
This is a bit scary because this is me almost on the daily.